MEET CHINITHA JOHNSON

My Story

I did not grow up feeling confident.

For years, I struggled with low self esteem and a reflection I could not face without cringing. Being abused and abandoned as a child taught me to believe something was wrong with me. I learned early how to survive by staying quiet, staying small, and not needing too much.

As I got older, survival took on a different shape. I learned how to perform. I got good at looking strong, doing everything right, and achieving my way through life. From the outside, it worked. People saw confidence, capability, and success. Inside, I was disconnected from myself and carrying pain I did not know how to name.

Becoming a mom exposed wounds I did not know existed.

Motherhood has a way of magnifying what hasn’t been healed. As I poured myself into caring for my children, old patterns became impossible to ignore. The pressure to be strong. The fear of getting it wrong. The habit of abandoning myself to keep everything else together.

I believed that if I just tried harder, achieved more, and held it together long enough, the pain would stay hidden. But pain always finds a way to speak.

One day, during a workshop, everything I had spent years managing and masking surfaced. We were asked to speak positive affirmations out loud while looking at ourselves in a mirror. I stood there with my hand resting against the mirror handle, but I could not bring it to my face. The words would not come out. My throat closed. My chest tightened. No matter how hard I tried, I could not do it.

I broke down in front of everyone.

That moment exposed the gap between the life I was performing and the life I was actually living. It felt terrifying, but it also told the truth I had been avoiding. I could no longer live a life that looked right while feeling wrong on the inside.

The breakdown revealed the misalignment.

Motherhood revealed how much it mattered to correct it.

That moment forced me to meet myself honestly, heal what I had been carrying, and rebuild from the inside out. Not by trying harder, but by learning how to trust myself and live in a way that finally fit.

Today, I help moms who perform well on the outside but feel stuck inside shift the beliefs keeping them misaligned. My work supports women in moving from pressure and performance into alignment and follow through so they can live the life they desire and expand what is possible for their family.

This isn’t motivation.

This is movement.

This is the Master Key.